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[28 Mar 2006|05:04pm] |
ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
when i looked into your eyes the moment that i let you go
i just broke down (down)
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again i would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that i feel within
no other man would ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
but i'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
i miss the way you hold me tight
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you i'd cross the world, for you i'd do anything
thats right baby i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me i'm in love with you baby
break it down now i'll tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak, i can't believe i feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me i'm your lady
i'll be around waiting for you i'll put it down be the woman for you
i'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
i`m calling, calling out to you what am i going to do?
it's true, no fronting
its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
i'll just break down (down)
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you i'd cross the world, for you i'd do anything
thats right baby i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me i'm in love with you baby
ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby...
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| yay for me.. |
[23 Mar 2006|11:43pm] |
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So I discovered that my car has cruise control and I used it and it was wonderful ;) If only I would of known sooner...! I just watched stir of echos and yea...it was real scary and Im home all alone and I dont like it at all...and I wanna cry...
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[25 Feb 2006|11:41pm] |
Craving your body all through the night
feels like i'm going through withdraws
i wanna hold you
i want you inside of these of these arms
i'm dying to taste you, i can't deny
can't get out of my mind
please let me hold you
cause i need your lovin' tonight
whenever i'm near you
my love just comes down
whenever i see you
i just want you around
cause i wanna feel you
all through the day and the night
whenever i'm near you
it feels like bedtime
constantly thinking of things to do
places where we can make love
i wanna freak you
i'll freak you wherever you want
placing my kisses all over you
caressing you so nice and slow
oh how, i want you
girl there's something i want you to know
i get so lonely
thinking about you
you are the only
girl i dream of or think of at all
i'm so into you
outta my mind for you
say you can't go a day without me
girl i love and i need you, i need you
do you get lonely
thinking about you
you are the only
girl i dream of or think of at all
outta my mind for you
girl i can't go one day without needing you
i just need to hold you u know that
i love him.
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| another thursday mornin! |
[09 Feb 2006|10:46am] |
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wow...i feel like shit today and i dont know why, maybe it was the hundred million summer salts n shit i did last nite, wow my head!
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| o boy...!! |
[01 Feb 2006|02:03am] |
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And then she went to the house grabbed her by the hair and ripped her outta the bed....!
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[26 Jan 2006|02:36pm] |
Two Names You Go By
1. Jackie
2. Jack
Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. German
2. French
Two Things That Scare You
1. Bugs
2. Clowns
Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Hair Straightener
2. Cigarrettes...lol
Two things that you are wearing right now
1. Cancun Mexico shirt
2. V Secret thong
Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. Youngbuck
2. Lil Wayne
Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than real Love)
1. Faithfulness
2. Respect
Two Truths about you
1. I hate sex.
2. I bite my nails
Two Physical Things that Appeal to You About the Opposite Sex.
1. Eyes
2. Smile
Two of Your Favorite Hobbies (LATELY)
1. Hanging with the ladies...
2. Dancing
Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. A new car
2. A apartment
Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Austrailia
2. California
Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Bungy jump
2. get married
Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. I need a new job
2. I need to take a nap
Two Stores You Shop At
1. Kohls....love it!!
2. Hollister
Two people you haven't talked to in awhile
1. Ronny...
2. My brother.
Two of the websites you visit a lot
1. Myspace
2. Livejournal
Two cars you owned
1. 94 cutlass supreme
2. 97 cutlass supreme
Two pets you had/have
1. My dog Bruno
2. My chinchilla Gizmo
Two Favorite Sports (to play)
1. Cheerleading
2. Basketball
Two People who will fill this out
1. ha....
2.
Two things you did last night?
1. Hung out with Meghan and Corrado
2. Wished Kevin Baby a happy happy birthday
Two shows you like to watch currently
1. American Idol
2. Rose anne
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| rollin wit my hommies.... |
[17 Jan 2006|10:59am] |
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All I have to say is I cant even write what I wanna write in here because people read my journal then repeat everything that I say in here...its pretty gay that you have to turn to a livejournal for information. I should change it to friends only but I think its my friend indeed that has been letting people get info....losers!
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| Its been a long time.... |
[29 Dec 2005|05:04pm] |
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Had my birthday tuesday!! The big 19. Canada here I come... ;) Going to casino Windsor Saturday for New Years and I am definitely hitting up some clubs!! Went to Sugarbush for my birthday with my lovely. Then had a parrtyy @ Noodles! Me and Jager made it happen, lemme tell you. It felt nice I havent drank like that since last New Years almost a year ago. Christmas was alright, I got a lot of shit. My children got sooo much it was sick. I remember when Christmas was like that. lol. I think Im gonna go shopping and this entry was pretty pointless...lol. Later!
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[05 Dec 2005|02:41pm] |
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Home Sweet Home, ah Ive been at Ronny's for the past 4 days. Spending time with the kids, Im still recovering and I need all the help I can get so Daddy helped me out. Jaedyn's getting so big, I swear shes only 12 days old and I feel like she has already gained at least a pound and grew about 2 inches. Shes the cutest little thing ever, she looks a lot like Ronny its crazy. Shes got real dark hair and BIG blue eyes. Her skin is perfect, nice and tan no blochiness at all. I lovers her. Mackenzie has been a little pistol since we brought the baby home though, geez she is non stop! lol. Mommy is exhausted!! ;) Wouldnt change it for the world though!! Two beautiful, healthy girls...! Anyways X-Mas is arriving waaayyy too soon. I am so not ready, and I am so broke. X-Mas this year is going to be kinda small, having a baby put me back a few weeks so I am not going to be able to return to work until after the new year ;( Im taking the kids to see Santa which should be interesting considering Kenzers hates Santa, shes scared shitless. She cried last year for like an hour. Jaedyn wont know ne better Mackenzie didnt when she was Jaedyn's age. Im babysitting Ronnys cousins Thursday for some extra cash! Friday is what Im excited for though, Mt.Pleasant Soaring Eagle here I come...Ronny and his dad are taking me and ronnys mom for our birthdays which are both this month!!! :) Well thats about it for now..!!!!!
Leave sum lovin'
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| about damn time! |
[28 Nov 2005|12:40pm] |
I HAD MY BABY!!! yay!! Had her Wednesday night at 9:56! Damn do I feel good ;) lol. Named her Jaedyn Noel Byars! Weighing in at 7lbs. 1 oz. ;) Shes beautiful..as soon as i get some pics developed Ill post em!!!
<3
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| My lovely Twin Shauna tagged me!!! |
[21 Nov 2005|12:14pm] |
Top 10 things that make you happy right now, and tag 5 people to do the same.
10 things..
1 My booty-ful child!
2 food ;)
3 My brother...he understands
4 My Friends...well some of them.
5 being lazy
6 car rides.
7 TV...i dunno what I would do w/out it.
8 My room, which I painted all by myself.
9 Walmart,i love that effin store
10 dancing by myself.
Now I tag:
Corrado
Shermanator
Jen
Kellyhoe ;)
Heather
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| Baby imma balla I hustle with my motha ;) |
[20 Nov 2005|10:44am] |
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Wow, I am exhausted....I feel like I could sleep for days!! I havent been in school in like over 2 years and I seriously cannot remember the last time I actually got to sleep in real late. lol. Having children is golden lemme tell you ;) I love her though so I guess no complaints.
Friday night-Went to Meghan Browns neighbors house. It was fun, a buncha people were there that I dont really know and then some that I did know...it turned out to be an okay night. Everyone got really drunk and we were all dancing and wat not.Some drama broke out but it was all good, u kinda get used to drama when you live in Chesterfield. lol. I met a bunch of new people that I really like, there fun as shit to hang out with.
Saturday night- Even more fun then friday!!! I picked up Bob-o and we headed over to Meghans neighbors again. We had a blast. There was this kid there that could dance, and o boy lemme tell you he had me laughing so hard I almost pissed myself like 15 times! He was crazy good...Hughes was trying to battle him dancing and shit just wasnt working out. lol. It was good times tho! Then we headed over to Travis Mullens house who I havent seen in years..it was kinda a trip down memory lane. Weird shit. It was kinda dull over there tho so we went back to meg's for a bit! I drove marc d home and then assed out myself.
Its now Sunday...relaxation day my friends...I am not doing anything tonight...I can hack it. lol. Imma go to the baby shower then Im coming home cleaning my room and then sleeeep time for me!! ;)
Tomorrow is my due date biatches!!!! pray...
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SaVe ThE dRaMa FoR yO mAmA
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| My hump, my hump, my hump! |
[17 Nov 2005|10:44am] |
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So my due date is Monday and still no baby!
Life couldnt get any shitter right about now!
To keep my mind off of things I painted my whole
room yesterday! And you might say that I am a
painting master! ;)My room is purple and lime greenish
color. Its booty-ful!
Im waiting for my mom to call me so I can pick her up
from the probation office thingy. Damn state people
take so long. Its aggravating!
Kenzie wont stop playing My Humps on repeat, Im almost begginning
to hate that song now. Its cute tho, she pretends like shes
singing and she shakes her ass! lol.
My car was bone dry with no oil today...niiice. It kept stahling
and I couldnt figure out why, but thats what you have dads for. <3
I wish we had a bath tub here, I wanna take a bath...we have one
of those weird tubs that are real big that u just walk into. Kinda
like @ the beach. I HATE IT.
Pointless entry, I needed to vent.
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| still no baby ;( |
[14 Nov 2005|01:05pm] |
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So this week was relaxing! Went to the Docs on Tuesday, and they told me I wasnt ready yet, to go home and walk. Fuckers! So let me tell you all I did this week was walk, walk, walk. I can feel it coming, Im in a lot of pain and wat not, tomorrows another doctor appt. hopefully better news this time!
I went and stayed the week with my lover. We had a nice time. Me and the mother did a lot of shopping and walking, I got the baby book and a new diaper bag. Im all set now, I got everything I need and I am ready to roll ;) My actually due date is the 21st which is only 7 days away so....soon soon soon!!!
The suprise party for Ronnys parents was a success! It was Saturday (a house warming party)!! We had a blast, it was nice to get all the family together too. We had a bomb fire and we stayed up late and then slept in on Sunday. I finally came home last nite. I had to do my visiting since I was gone for sooo long. I went and seen my brother! (I love him;) I picked tray baby up for a bit and we went over to Meghans and said WHUD UP! Her and Troy were just kicking back and I was tired so I took Tracy home and came home myself and went to bed!!
This morning I got up kinda early, went to Walmart to pic up some pics of my booty-ful daughter!! Shes amazing esp. on camera!! I love her. Then me and my mom went and did some walking through a few stores. Now its nap time and then I gotta shower and get ready to go have dinner w/the fam and friends for Amie's dads transplant which is Wednesday!!
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| Ahh hectic bullshit BLAH! |
[07 Nov 2005|12:44pm] |
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Oh what a lovely weekend. Friday night all of us got a hotel, lol. Everyone was sick of driving around and wat not and everyone just wanted to get fucked up so we all put in money and got a hotel.It was me, Tracy, Meghan, Scooter, Mikey, Balanca, Marc, Jay, and then some randoms showed up throughout the night but basically it was just us most the night. It was fun, everybody just hanging out and paarrttyying, but me ;( I was kinda not feeling to hott that night so I layed down and watched T.V. most of the time. Being preggo is really starting to make me mad, lol. I only have today left though...yay!! Doctors appt. tomorrow morning @ 9:30 am. BItches!!!!!!! They are probably going to induce me because of the preeclampsia which I am hoping because I really wanna get this over with and just being myself again!! I also have court tomorrow at 1:30 pm, yikes! Im calling my lawyer today and seeing if he can post pone it for me, because IM HAVING A BABY!! Anyways Saturday I drove out to Ronaldo's and spent the night. We had a really good time though, we did a lot of talking and just relaxing and watching movies and whatever. Today I think I might clean? eh...sounds not too shabby, but im going to get outta here.
HOoottotot ;)
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| Happy belated Halloween ;) |
[02 Nov 2005|02:28pm] |
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This weeks been quite interesting, thursday nite I went and picked up my lovely significant other from the Oakland County Jail, because he got released..lol. I drove him all the way home, didnt get home till almost 4 in da morning!! Got up nice in early Friday morning due to my daughter who only gets up early when she knows mama has been out late ;)Friday night I drove out to Ronnys and spent the night with the fam, we watched National Treasure and I assed out. Saturday morning me and Amanda headed back out here to Chestertucky!! We spent the day out here, went to lunch with Amie and wat not, then back off to the Boonies we went. We ate dinner with the fam, and then I drove him. Sunday me and ronny went to the apple orchard with Mackenzie, we had a really good time, ate pizza, and apples, and cider, and yummy!! lol. SORRY!! Monday was lovely Halloween, me and Ronny took Mackenzie "twick a tweet" ing...lol. She was sooo cute, I loved every second of it. I thought I was going to die after walking around that long though, dialated to 3 in all. I felt like the baby was gonna fall out the bottom. lmao. Then the not so good news came Tuesday morning when I went to the doctors....they think I have preeclampsia, which is similar to toxemia. They have me on a 24 hour urine test and then I take it in and if it comes back positive they have to immediately deliver the baby;(
What is Preeclampsia?
Preeclampsia is a disorder that occurs only during pregnancy and the postpartum period and affects both the mother and the unborn baby. Affecting at least 5-8% of all pregnancies, it is a rapidly progressive condition characterized by high blood pressure and the presence of protein in the urine. Swelling, sudden weight gain, headaches and changes in vision are important symptoms; however, some women with rapidly advancing disease report few symptoms.
Typically, preeclampsia occurs after 20 weeks gestation (in the late 2nd or 3rd trimesters or middle to late pregnancy), though it can occur earlier. Proper prenatal care is essential to diagnose and manage preeclampsia. Preeclampsia, Pregnancy Induced Hypertension (PIH) and toxemia are closely related conditions. HELLP Syndrome and eclampsia are other manifestations of the same syndrome. It is important to note that research shows that more women die from preeclampsia than eclampsia and one is not necessarily more serious than the other.
Preeclampsia and other hypertensive disorders of pregnancy are a leading global cause of maternal and infant illness and death. By conservative estimates, these disorders are responsible for 76,000 deaths each year.
Im scared. But thats my week in a nut shell ;( Leave me some luvin '
<3333
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| Corrado tagged me....so tada!! |
[25 Oct 2005|03:04pm] |
Ten of the things that make me happy:
(in no particular order)
1. My booty-ful daughter;)
2. Random car rides, blasting the radio!
3. My job, but I cant work till after I have this kid.
4. Sleeping...its gr8!
5. Someone...I cant say...hehe;)
6. Real World...Im obsessed
7. Food.lol.
8. Pictures...there so fun
9. Watching movies.
10. Dancing...all the time!!!
Now I Tag....
Whoever would like to do this!!
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| "DOPE FIENDS" |
[23 Oct 2005|12:25pm] |
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Holy effin night last night, DRAMA FILLED as usual. So Meghan had a paarrttyy!! ;) But things got a little bit outta hand. Girls starting fighting, things were getting broke, people were running around outside n shit. It was crazy..well anyways the cops get called of course and show up. Scooter tells em to "FUCK OFF PIGS" or something stupid like that, he gets arrested, and for the rest of us we get talked to and the cop makes us clean the house and dump the liquor. No biggy, everyone got pretty lucky. The party was fun while it lasted though. lol. It was just a night of crazinest!!! Meghans in some trouble though, I feel bad for her people have no respect for other peoples shit. Things were getting broken, it was fucked up. ASSHOLES!!! I went to slaybo's afterwards and sat for about 20 minutes, then I followed my lovely drunk neighbors..(Michael and Heather) home so they got here okay, and then fellas i ASSED out!!! Today Im hoping will be more calm, I think Im dying Mikey's hizair for him!!! Well ladies and gents Imma hop in the showerrr!!
<3
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What a effin week, holy fuck. Starting last thursday, Im at WIC and Im starting to feel woozy, like wanting to puke all over everyone in the room, I come home and ass out. Come to find out, after going to the doc's I have the stomach flu and a urinary track infection, YES! So Im sick all weekend, Kenzies birthday party was on Sunday and I was still sick and now shes sick also with the same damn thing as me, oh and Amie's sick. Then monday rolls around and I find out I have 24 hours to have everything outta my apartment, which I knew was gonna happen eventually but I was hoping I would have more time, not to mention Ronny is still in jail so that left just me to move everything and Im 9 months preggo! lol. My daddy helped me and we got all the shit out by the next morning. Then my cell fone gets turned off, I forgot to pay the bill. lol. So Ive been cell fone less until today! Then I get a thing in the mail saying Im being charged with conspiracy to deliver marijuanna, and i dont even smoke weed. Wonderus!! Well hats up to this weekend!!!
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